Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Honesty Hour (70Q)

Honesty Hour!

1. Taken a picture naked?: Not that I remember, but can't say one may not exist.
2. Painted your room?: Yep.
3. Kissed a member of the same sex?: Yep.
4. Drove a car?: Yep. 
5. Danced in front of your mirror?: Yep. 
6. Had a crush?: Nope.
7. Been dumped?: Nope.
8. Stole money from a friend?: No. 
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?: No way.
10. Been in a fist fight?: Yes. 
11. Snuck out of your house?: No. 
12. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?: No. 
13. Been arrested?: Yes. 
14. Made out with a stranger?: Yes. 
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?: Yes. 
16. Left your house without telling your parents?: Yes.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor?: No. 
18. Ditched school to do something more fun?: Yep. 
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?: Yep.
20. Seen someone die?: Yes.
21. Been on a plane?: Yes. 
22. Kissed a picture?: Yes.
23. Slept in until 3?: Yep!
24. Love someone or miss someone right now?: Yep.
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?: Yep.
26. Made a snow angel?: Yep.
27. Played dress up?: Yes.
28. Cheated while playing a game?: Yep.
29. Been lonely?: Course.
30. Fallen asleep at work/school?: No. 
31. Been to a club?: Yep.
32. Felt an earthquake?: Yes.
33. Touched a snake?: Yep. 
34. Ran a red light?: Yes.
35. Been suspended from school?: Yes.
36. Had detention?: Yep.
37. Been in a car accident?: Nope.
38. Hated the way you look?: Yep.
39. Witnessed a crime?: Yep.
40. Pole danced?: Yes.
41. Been lost?: Yes.
42. Been to the opposite side of the country?: Si.
43. Felt like dying?: Yep.
44. Cried yourself to sleep?: Yep.
46. Sang karaoke?: No.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?: Yes.
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?: Almost.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?: Yep.  
50. Kissed in the rain?: No.
51. Sang in the shower?: Yep.
52. Made out in a park?: No.
53. Dream that you married someone?: Yep.
54. Glued your hand to something?: Yep.
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?: No. 
56. Ever gone to school partially naked?: ...No? Wtf?
57. Been a cheerleader?: No.
58. Sat on a roof top?: Yep.
59. Brush your teeth?: I hope everyone's answer here is 'Yes', LOL
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?: Yes!
61. Played chicken?: Yep.
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: Yep.
63. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger?: Yep... I feel like I did this survey already... Did I?
64. Broken a bone?: Yes.
65. Been easily amused?: Yes.
66. Laughed so hard you cried?: Yep.
67. Mooned/flashed someone?: Nope.
68. Cheated on a test?: Yep. 
69. Forgotten someone’s name?: Yep.
70. Slept naked?: Yep.


Sometimes when I copy these damn things the shit they tagged it with won't go away, hence what's below this. 


Hope y'all think these are as old-school-interesting as I do.


XOXO

Deep Questions... Or, so it said...

  • 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?: First one.
  • 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?: My investor is a douchebag sometimes, he knows about my feelings. Not at the moment, no.
  • 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?: My Mom, tell her that I love her.
  • 4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?: No, I wouldn't. Some people maybe. Do a bunch of shit for other people. I'd be a little scared, more worried about my Mom and how she'd handle it.
  • 5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.: Trust. You can build love with just trust, but you can't build trust from just love.
  • 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?: Hell fucking yes I do! I'm never about to do nothing to save an animal. Fire me, who cares! Animals and their lives come first.
  • 7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?: Someone I love the most.
  • 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?: Totally depends on the relationship with that individual.
  • 9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?: No. My Grandpa wouldn't appreciate that I made that kind of a deal at all. He'd be very angry at me.
  • 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?: Yes, I really would.
  • 11. Does love = sex?: It can.
  • 12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?: Yep. For all the reasons listed.
  • 13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?: I do that all the time. Isn't the most popular or well received thing, but I do. People tend to appreciate it. Investor, and see blog written about it for those details. 
  • 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?: That I didnt love them back.
  • 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?: My cats.
  • 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?: A couple hours ago! My best friend. 
  • 17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?: Nothing I can think of.
  • 18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?: My cop friends.
  • 19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?: Yes! They're human too, are they not? CPR is actually best with no mouth to mouth and just chest compressions. FunFact. Look it up.
  • 21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?: Fuck that shit, I can save them both.
  • 22. Are you old fashioned?: In certain ways, yes. Others, no.
  • 23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?: Today.
  • 24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?: Ugh... That's fucking hard... Well, never loved. True love won't break your heart. If it does, it wasn't really true love.
  • 25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?: For everyone to accomplish their biggest goals, and be able to live their dreams. 

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

100 Questions

  1. Are you young at heart, or an old soul?: Old soul, but young at heart. Both!
  2. What makes someone a best friend?: You trust them, they trust you. You'd do anything for them, they'd do anything for you (& both parties have). They love you for who you are, same other way around. They're like family your soul matches with.
  3. What Christmas (or Hanukkah) present do you remember the most?: Clothes.
  4. Tell me about a movie/song/tv show/play/book that has changed your life.: Oprah's Lifeclass. 
  5. Name one physical feature that you like about yourself, and one you dislike.: I'm good with it all.
  6. Would you like to reconnect with any friends you’ve lost contact with?: Sure.
  7. What’s more important in a relationship: physical attraction or emotional connection?: Emotional connection.
  8. Name a movie that you knew would be terrible just from reading the title.: Most everything now a days.
  9. What holiday do you most look forward to?: Halloween.
  10. How is the relationship between you and your parents?: It's there.
  11. You’ve got the TV on, but you’re not really watching. What channel is the TV on?: Could be anything.
  12. Name a song that never fails to make you happy.: Latch- Disclosure
  13. You know at least one person named Michael. Tell me about him.: Old friend from HS, we still talk.
  14. Have you ever read the “missed connections” on Craigslist? Have you ever posted one, or wanted to?: Nope & nope!
  15. If you could pick anywhere to live the rest of your life, where would it be?: I'm good in Michigan, maybe a beach house somewhere.
  16. Can money buy happiness?: Nope.
  17. Do you drink? Smoke? Do drugs? Why, or why not?: Smoke. Working on quitting. It's the last thing to kick.
  18. Is there anyone close to you that you know you can’t trust? You don’t have to give names.: Yep.
  19. Where was your favorite place to go when you were a little kid?: My Grandparents,
  20. Have you ever spent a night in the hospital?: Yep.
  21. Do you enjoy being with only one or two friends, or with a large group of people?: One or two.
  22. Do you like the type of music your parents listen to? Do your parents like the type of music you listen to?: Yes, & no.
  23. Have you ever been bullied? Have you ever bullied anyone else?: Yes and yes. Bully someone around me, see what happens. I fucking dare you.
  24. If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?: I have no idea.
  25. If your partner wanted to wait until marriage before having sex, would you stay in that relationship?: Of course.
  26. Do you believe in a god?: Yep.
  27. Of all the social networks in the world, why use Tumblr?: Not sure?
  28. What’s your favorite Tumblr tag to track?: Don't have one.
  29. Would you call yourself/your family “middle class?”: Sure.
  30. Name a TV series you didn’t enjoy until after it ended.: I Love Lucy, Golden Girls.
  31. Have you ever bought a product from an infomercial?: Yep.
  32. If you could give up your car and never have to drive again, would you?: Sure.
  33. If you go back to one point in time to give advice to yourself, when would you go and what would you say?: http://youtu.be/MjToU8KAXyg
  34. What’s your “quirkiest” habit?: I'm not sure, honestly.
  35. What is “normal?” Are you normal?: I'm not sure, but I know I'm not it.
  36. Someone close to you is dying. You have the choice to let this person live for 10 more years, but if you do, you cause the death of 10 strangers. You don’t have to see them die. Do you take the offer?: I'd ask that person if they wanted that or not.
  37. What is one thing you could never forgive?: Unfaithfulness, and back stabbing.
  38. Would you rather be in a relationship after the honeymoon period ends, or be single?: Single.
  39. Is it possible for guys and girls to be just friends?: Yes.
  40. Where do you and your friends go to hang out?: Nowhere specific.
  41. Write the first paragraph of your obituary.: No! That's horrible. Too close to a suicide thing. No.
  42. What is the best TV theme song ever?: I Love Lucy.
  43. When you were young, what would you dream you would be when you grew up?: What I am now. 
  44. When you’re alone in your own home, do you walk around naked?: No.
  45. What gets you out of bed in the morning?: Work.
  46. Do you want to have more friends than you have right now?: Depends who they are. I'm always down to make new friends.
  47. What part of the past year sticks out in your mind?: Work.
  48. You win a scratch-off lottery game that gives you $2000 a week (after taxes) for the rest of your life. Do you keep your job?: Yes! I love my job! It's what I've worked so long for.
  49. Could you be in a long-distance relationship? If you’re in one, what makes yours work?: I sure could!
  50. What’s the best route to your heart?: Honesty, loads and loads of romance, respect, poetry, and dedication.
  51. Have you ever met someone through the internet, then met them in real life?: Yep!
  52. What is your favorite sport?: UFC
  53. What has been troubling you lately?: Work.
  54. Did you enjoy your high school prom? If you haven’t gotten there yet, do you look forward to it? If you didn’t go, why not?: I did.
  55. What do you use more often: your intuition or logical reasoning?: A mix of both.
  56. Do you know what makes you happy?: I do.
  57. Tell me about the last book you read.: Lightworker. Google it.
  58. What is the nicest compliment you’ve ever been given?: That I inspire others, and because of me they won't give up. Also, that I am the reason someone has walked onto the path of their dreams.
  59. Who was your first crush?: Angel! Come on, now!
  60. Do you believe that there is life on other planets?: Sure.
  61. Predict what your life will look like a year from now.: Epic.
  62. Often, people will ask how your last relationship ended. I want to know how it began.: On set, at work.
  63. Where is your favorite place to go out and eat?: Depends.
  64. What is something you want to change about your current situation?: More results.
  65. Early bird or night owl?: Night owl.
  66. Are there any childhood possessions you still hold on to?: Photos.
  67. Give me an unpopular opinion you have.: Pro choice is the right thing.
  68. What was the last song that was stuck in your head?: Thanks to a question above, it's 'No New Friends' by Drake.
  69. Where do you live? Be as general or specific as you want.: MI & CA.
  70. Do you believe in giving kids medals and trophies for participation?: Depends.
  71. What was the longest car ride you’ve ever taken?: From MI to CA, then back again.
  72. Have you ever taken part in a protest?: Nope.
  73. Would you ever use an online dating service?: Not for me.
  74. What is your ethnic heritage?: Italian.
  75. Describe a person that inspires you.: Lucille Ball. Google her if you don't know. Get educated. 
  76. If you earn minimum wage doing what you love, would you?: Yep.
  77. Do you believe in luck?: Luck is when hard work meets opportunity.
  78. Describe the last time you were very angry at someone.: Couple weeks ago.
  79. Do you want to live until you’re 100?: If that's the plan.
  80. Do people change? If so, how do you keep a relationship together when both of you start to change?: People only change when they want to change, so it's up to them. 
  81. Have you ever risked a friendship by telling someone you liked them?: Nope. Never have.
  82. Would you rather be alone doing something you enjoy, or doing something you don’t like with your best friends?: Depends what it is.
  83. Do you practice what you preach?: I try to.
  84. If you take precautions to stay safe, do you ultimately act more recklessly?: I'm pretty safe.
  85. What do you value more in a significant other: Attractiveness or intelligence?: Intelligence.
  86. Are you hard-headed?: I can be.
  87. Have you ever laughed uncontrollably when it was socially inappropriate?: Oh of course.
  88. When have you felt most alive?: Working.
  89. Would you prefer to live? A city? The suburbs? The countryside? The mountains?: Suburbs or countryside. City is too packed and countryside is too isolated.
  90. Do you often skip breakfast?: I try not to anymore.
  91. How do you know what true love is?: I know what love is not.
  92. Would you want to know the exact date and time you were going to die?: i don't know.
  93. Where is “home” for you?: wherever the people I love are, where I enjoy myself and am who I want to be.
  94. What song best describes your life right now?: Uhm... 'Impossible is nothing' by Iggy Azalea
  95. Do you want to be perfect?: No.
  96. What have you never tried, but would really like to someday? What’s holding you back?: Eh, stuff with whoever the man I marry will be. And our kids. And work... But that comes with time.
  97. How do you express your creativity?: I'm fearless. Enough said.
  98. Describe your neighborhood.: Peaceful. Surrounded by people, but a block across my street is a HUGE lake, and boats... It's beautiful. 
  99. Name something you only liked because it was popular.: Never liked anything just because it was popular. That's the truth.
  100. Give me the story of your life in six words.: I am blessed to be here. 

Battle of the Sexes

1. Your boy side

[X] You love hoodies. 
[X] You love jeans. 
[] Dogs are better than cats. 
[] It’s hilarious when people get hurt. (well, sometimes) 
[X] Shopping is torture
[X] Sad movies suck
[X] You own a car racing game. 
[X] You played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[] You owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega. 
[X] You used to be obsessed with power rangers. 
[X] You have watched sports on tv.
[] Gory movies are cool. 
[] You go to your dad for advice. 
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps. 
[] You used to collect hockey cards. 
[X] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. 
[] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. 
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. 
[] Sports are fun.
[X] You talk with food in your mouth. 
[X] You sleep with your socks on at night. 
[] You have fished at least once.

2. Your girl side

[] You love to shop. 
[X] You wear eyeliner.
[X] You wear the color pink.
[] You go to your mom to talk.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport. 
[] You hate wearing the color black. 
[] You like going to the mall.
[X] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry. 
[] You cried watching the notebook
[] Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe. 
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. 
[] You don’t like the movie star wars. 
[X] You are/were in gymnastics. 
[X] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[] You smile a lot more than you should. 
[X] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[X] You care about what you look like. 

[] You like wearing dresses when you can. 

[] You like wearing high heel shoes. 
[X] You used to play with dolls as little kid. 
[X] You like putting make-up on others. 
[] You like being the star of everything.

3. Appearance 

[X] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[X] I have many scars. 
[X] I tan easily. 
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. 
[X] I have a tattoo. 
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance. 
[X] I’ve had/have braces. 
[X] I’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger. 
[X] I have more than two piercings. 
[X] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

4. Experiences

[X] I’ve gotten lost in my city. 
[] I’ve seen a shooting star. 
[] I’ve wished on a shooting star. 
[] I’ve seen a meteor shower. 
[X] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. 
[X] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. 
[X] I’ve been to a casino. 
[] I’ve been skydiving. 
[X] I’ve gone skinny-dipping. 
[] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. 
[] I’ve crashed a car. 
[] I’ve been skiing. 
[] I’ve been in a musical. 
[X] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. 
[] I’ve seen the northern lights. 
[X] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. 
[X] I’ve played a prank on someone. 
[X] I’ve ridden in a taxi. 
[X] I’ve seen the rocky horror picture show. 
[X] I’ve eaten sushi. 
[] I’ve been snowboarding.

5. Relationships

[X] I’m single. 
[] I’m in a relationship. 
[] I’m engaged. 
[] I’m married. 
[] I miss someone right now. 
[] I’ve gotten divorced. 
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. 
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

6. Honesty/Crime

[] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. 
[X] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. 
[X] I’ve snuck out 
[X] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. 
[X] I’ve cheated while playing a game. 
[X] I’ve ran a red light. 
[X] I’ve witnessed a crime. 
[X] I’ve been in a fist fight. 
[X] I’ve been arrested.

7. Death and suicide

[] I’m afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals. 
[X] I’ve seen someone/something dying. 
[X] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. 
[X] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

8. Random

[] I can sing well 
[] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. 
[] I open up to others easily. 
[] I watch the news.
[] I don’t kill bugs.
[] I sing in the shower. 
[] I am a morning person. 
[X] I paid for a cell phone ring tone. 
[] I am a sports fanatic. 
[X] I twirl my hair. 
[] I care about grammar. 
[] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[] I’ve copied more than 30 cd’s in a day. 
[] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. 
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like martha stewart. 
[X] I know how to shoot a gun. 
[X] I laugh at my own jokes. cause they’re funny
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class. 
[X] I can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room. 
[] I am ticklish. 
[X] I love white chocolate. 
[] I bite my nails. 
[X] I’m good at remembering faces. 
[] I’m good at remembering names. 
[] I’m good at remembering dates. 
[] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] All my answers were totally honest.

I think this was my favorite one so far...

1- I'd like to think it's in the negatives.
2- Very awkward and uncomfortable. I'd scream, "FIRE!" Since it's been statistically proven people are more likely to come to your 'fire' cry than if you cry for help while you're being raped with, "RAPE!" Which sickens me.
3- Not sure who they are, but multicolored and the drums!
4- I called a nun a, "Sexy beast."
5- You tell me! I'd like to know just a much as you would!
6- I was drunk, it was in college... Don't make me relive that...
7- ...I don't keep starving orphans around to pay little zit-fairies off...
8- Oops.
9- I'd probably abuse it.
10- Winters Tale.
11- Bus load of strangers. My fave celebs are already long gone.
12- I love it!
13- LOL! It's a cat, and I'd never murder an animal. How dare you!
14- Michael.
15- Ann.
16- A professional badass. Like Fonzie, but in Red.
17- Sleep! LOL
18- No. Nothing bad anywhere.
19- Teleporting! 
20- Fine. No cube, I spent the time getting their gun and blowing their brains out.

*takes a bow*

These are fun.

  1. Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed?: Depends which house I'm at.
  2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?: Yep.
  3. Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room?: Nope.
  4. Where is your next vacation?: California, probably.
  5. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?: ...I plead the 5th.
  6. Who do you think reads these?: A few people. Not many comment, but I see the stats folks!
  7. Do you have a calendar in your room?: Yep.
  8. Where are you?: Library. 
  9. What’s your plan for the day?: This. 
  10. Are you reading any books right now?: Yep! 'Lean In' by Sheryl Sandberg.
  11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?: Sometimes.
  12. Have you ever peed in the woods?: Once, and never again.
  13. Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing?: Course!
  14. Do you chew your pens and pencils?: Sometimes. Not pencils, tho. Ewe.
  15. What is your “Song of the Week”?: 'Black Widow' by Iggy & Rita!
  16. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?: Absolutely!
  17. Do you still watch cartoons?: Sure do!
  18. Whats your favorite love movie?: The Notebook & Winters Tale.
  19. What do you drink with dinner?: Water.
  20. What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in?: Sweet n Sour.
  21. What is your favorite food/cuisine?: Don't have one.
  22. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?: Gone With the Wind, & Stage Door, & Some Like It Hot, & Fancy Pants, & MAME...
  23. Last person you hugged/kissed?: Hug-Kim, Kiss-My momma.
  24. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?: Hell no.
  25. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?: Strip would have to be deeply discussed. Nude? No way.
  26. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?: Long time ago. I may do that!
  27. Can you change the oil on a car?: Nope.
  28. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?: Nope.
  29. Run out of gas?: Nope.
  30. Favorite kind of sandwich?: Don't have a favorite.
  31. Best thing to eat for breakfast?: Don't really eat breakfast. 
  32. What is your usual bedtime?: After midnight at the earliest, 5a/6a latest.
  33. Are you lazy?: Sometimes.
  34. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?: Tons of things! 
  35. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?: Hell no.
  36. Which are better, legos or lincoln logs?: Legos.
  37. Are you stubborn?: Sometimes.
  38. Who is better…Leno or Letterman?: Oh don't make me do this. Leno is a great man. Very kind and personable. Letterman is legendary. Both great!
  39. Ever watch soap operas?: Nope.
  40. Afraid of heights?: Yep. No thanks to Jared.
  41. Sing in the car?: Yep!
  42. Dance in the shower?: No. That's dangerous.
  43. Dance in the car?: Fuck yes!
  44. Ever used a gun?: Yep.
  45. Do you think musicals are cheesy?: Usually.
  46. Is Christmas stressful?: Can be.
  47. Ever eat a pierogi?: ...a what?
  48. Major annoyance right now?: period cramps.
  49. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?: Actress.
  50. Do you believe in ghosts?: Sure do.
  51. Ever have a deja-vu feeling?: Yep.
  52. Do you take a vitamin daily?: Yep.
  53. Wear slippers?: Sometimes.
  54. Wear a bath robe?: Sometimes.
  55. What do you wear to bed?: Depends.
  56. Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart?: Doesn't matter.
  57. Nike or Adidas?: Doesn't matter.
  58. Cheetos Or Fritos?: Depends.
  59. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?: Sunflower seeds.
  60. Ever hear of, “gorp”?: Nope.
  61. Ever taken karate?: Sure have.
  62. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?: Yep.
  63. Can you curl your tongue?: Yep.
  64. Ever won a spelling bee?: Nope.
  65. Ever cried because you were so happy?: No.
  66. Own any record albums?: Yep.
  67. Own a record player?: Yep.
  68. Regularly burn incense?: No.
  69. Ever been in love?: No.
  70. Hot tea or cold tea: Hot.
  71. Tea or coffee?: Both.
  72. Favorite kind of cookie?: Depends.
  73. Can you swim well?: ish.
  74. Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose?: Yes, lol.
  75. Are you patient?: I can be.
  76. Ever won a contest?: Yes I have.
  77. Ever had plastic surgery?: No.
  78. Which are better black or green olives?: Neither, ewe.
  79. Can you knit or crochet?: Kind of.
  80. Wash room or bathroom?: Bathroom.
  81. Do you want to get married?: Yes.
  82. Who was your High School crush?: Didn't have one.
  83. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?: God, no.
  84. Do you have kids?: My cats.
  85. Do you want kids?: Yes.
  86. What kind of mom are you?: A fucking amazing one.
  87. Do you miss anyone right now?: Yes.
  88. Who do you want to see right now?: A unicorn. 
Another one bites the dust! 

Alphabet survey, + Kinsey test results...

A. What are your favourite smells?: Cat breath, old ladies, and the mix of coffee/cigarette breath. 

B. Can you go a whole day without caffeine?: Yeah.

C. Who knows more about you than anyone else?: Kyle Linford, #StopSuicide

D. What song did you last listen to?: Am I Wrong, forgot who it's by.

E. Do you have a crush on anybody?: You. *wink*

F. Do you like The Beatles?: Course.

G. If you could choose one color to wear for a whole year, what color would you choose?: Red.

H. Do you cook often?: Hahaha, no.

I. What was the last film you watched? Did you like it?: Marilyn in Manhattan. Eh, it was okay.

J. Can you sew?: Nope.

K. What is your favorite fruit?: Don't have one.

L. Are you health conscious?: Ish.

M. Go do the Kinsey scale test, what number result did you receive?: I took 3 tests, here's the results I got...




...*shrug*.

N. Do you curse a lot?: Fuck yes I do, goddamnit. Shit.

O. When was the last time you had a pint of beer?: Years ago.

P. Are you pro life or pro choice?: Pro choice. I dare you to police my uterus. My body, my vagina, my uterus, my rules.

Q. Is there a certain food you often crave for no reason?: Sometimes, but not all the time.

R. What was the last book you purchased?: You Can't Lie To Me by the beautiful and amazing Janine Driver! 

S. Where was your last vacation?: California.

T. Do you shave your pits?: Si.

U. Did you ever play seven minutes in heaven?: Yep!

V. Girls, when was the last time you went out without a bra?: Last night.

W. Guys, when was the last time you went shirtless in public?: ...

X. Have you ever broken a bone? If so, how did it happen?: Yep! Arm. Monkey bars.

Y. How do you like your eggs?: Depends what I feel like. 

Z. What was your last argument about and who with?: Company business, our investor. 


BAM! XO

Colors, & personality test results...

RED: If you could write a daily column in any newspaper of your choice, which would it be and why?: No clue:

ORANGE: What is your favourite type of cheese? Have you ever been afraid to eat cheese before bed in case you got nightmares?: Munster or Colby. Fuck no, I'll eat cheese whenever the hell I want,

YELLOW: Are you happy? If not, when were you last happy?: I am.

GREEN: Many families have been on camping trips at some point, tell us about one of your tent/caravan experiences: I fucking hate camping. That would be my hell. No, no and no. Don't like it.

BLUE: Do the personality test on: 16personalities.com/free-personality-test and copy & paste your results:


"ENTJs, much like their Diplomat (NF) counterpart ENFJs, are natural-born leaders. ENTJs and ENFJs share the gifts of charisma and confidence, and project authority in a way that draws crowds together behind a common goal. But unlike their Feeling (F) counterparts, ENTJs are characterized by an often ruthless level of rationality, using their drive, determination and sharp mind to achieve whatever end they’ve set for themselves. Perhaps it is best that they make up only three percent of the population, lest they overwhelm the more timid and sensitive personality types that make up much of the rest of the world, but we have ENTJs to thank for many of the businesses and institutions we take for granted every day.

ENTJ(For some reason I can't delete this photo. Grr.)

If there’s anything ENTJs love, it’s a good challenge, big or small, and they firmly believe that given enough time and resources, they can achieve any goal. This quality makes ENTJs brilliant entrepreneurs, and their ability to think strategically and hold a long-term focus while executing each step of their plans with determination and precision makes ENTJ personalities powerful business leaders. This determination is often a self-fulfilling prophecy, as they push their goals through with sheer willpower where others might give up and move on, and their Extroverted (E) nature means they are likely to push everyone else right along with them, achieving spectacular results in the process.

At the negotiating table, be it in a corporate environment or buying a car, ENTJs are dominant, relentless, and unforgiving. This isn’t because they are coldhearted or vicious per se – it’s more that ENTJs genuinely enjoy the challenge, the battle of wits, the repartee that comes from this environment, and if the other side can’t keep up, that’s no reason for ENTJs to fold on their own core tenet of ultimate victory. The underlying thought running through the ENTJ mind might be something like “I don’t care if you call me an insensitive b*****d, as long as I remain an efficient b*****d”.

If there’s anyone ENTJs respect, it’s someone who is able to stand up to them intellectually, who is able to act with a precision and quality equal to their own. ENTJs have a particular skill in recognizing the talent of others, and this helps in both their team-building efforts, since no one, no matter how brilliant, can do everything alone, and to keep ENTJs from displaying too much arrogance and condescension. However, they also have a particular skill in calling out other’s failures with a chilling degree of insensitivity, and this is where ENTJs really start to run into trouble.

Emotional expression isn’t the strong suit of any Analyst (NT) type, but because of their Extroverted (E) nature, ENTJs’ distance from their emotions is especially public, and felt directly by a much broader swath of people. Especially in a professional environment, ENTJs will simply crush the sensitivities of those they view as inefficient, incompetent or lazy. To ENTJs, emotional displays are displays of weakness, and it’s easy to make enemies with this approach – ENTJs will do well to remember that they absolutely depend on having a functioning team, not just to achieve their goals, but for their validation and feedback as well, something ENTJs are, curiously, sensitive to.

ENTJs are true powerhouses, and they cultivate an image of being larger than life – and often enough, they are. They need to remember though, that their stature comes not just from their own actions, but from the actions of the team that props them up, and that it’s important to recognize the contributions, talents and needs, especially from an emotional perspective, of their support network. Even if they have to adopt a “fake it ‘til you make it” mentality, if ENTJs are able to combine an emotionally healthy focus alongside their many strengths, they will be rewarded with deep, satisfying relationships and all the challenging victories they can handle."

...I'm not mean, & I can work with a team and believe in people. I promise...

Otherwise, that's some accurate shit.

INDIGO: What do you wear to sleep in? How do you feel about sleeping naked?: Depends. Sometimes it's bra and underwear, sometimes it's pants and tank, sometimes it's in 49 layers of clothes. I've slept naked before, who cares? Whatever floats your boat, kids.

VIOLET: Do you have any secrets from your parents? Give examples: I don't keep secrets from anyone. There are things they don't know, have chosen not to acknowledge or see, or haven't asked.

PINK: What were your favourite toys to play with as a kid?: We would play outside a ton.

PURPLE: Do you like girls or boys? i.e. what is your sexuality?: I like zee boys. I'm a straighty! Unless Angelina Jolie wants to date me. In that case, things may change...

TURQUOISE: Send me three names for ‘fuck, marry, kill’: Meaningless fuck? Eh, afew rappers I can think of, marry for life? Oh, Angel (from Buffy. The character, not the actor) yes and yes! http://youtu.be/JNv1oDQvbbo ... http://youtu.be/n0CbC98XhKg God damn fan videos! So many amazing edits! Please pluck that character and insert him in society for me please?! (apologies for nerdy/girly moment), Kill?! Rapists/Animal abusers, please.

TAUPE: Have you done anything you’re really ashamed of? Tell!: Nope! Can't say I have.


This was a good one!!

XO

84 Questions...

  1. Put your music player of choice on shuffle and list the first 10 songs: Iggy Azalea - Don't need Y'all / Nicki Minaj - Pills N Potions / Drake - Make Me Proud / Sam Smith - Stay With Me / Iggy Azalea - Work / BeyoncĂ© - Upgrade U / Magic - No Way No / Eminem - Stronger Than I Was / Ella Fitzgerald - My Funny Valentine / Lil Wayne - Rich As Fuck. 
  2. If you could spend a week anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Would you take anyone with you?: Italy. I've got family there, some I've never met. Yes, of course. I'd like to.
  3. What is your preferred writing implement? (eg. Blue pen, pencil, green pen): Doesn't matter.
  4. Favourite month and why?: April. It's my name! 
  5. Do you have connections to any celebrities (even minor)? List them: I do. I'm even related to a very old, old one... But I won't list them here. I'm not in the game of 'name dropping'.
  6. Name 3 items you could pick up from where you are: My remote, hoodie, & cat.
  7. What brand logo is closest to you currently?: SnapBack. LOL
  8. Do you ever play board games or other non-computer games? Got any favourites?: Yep! I love games! Phase 10, Skip-Bo, whatever. Love those.
  9. A musical artist you love that isn’t well known: ...I don't believe I have one, really.
  10. A musical artist you love that is well known: Dean Martin, & everyone from the 50s.
  11. What is your desktop background currently?: Some inspirational quote.
  12. Last person you talked to, and through what you talked to them: My best friend, & Facetime.
  13. First colour name you can think of that isn’t in the rainbow: Orange.
  14. What timekeeping devices are in the room you are currently in?: A vintage Crosley clock.
  15. What kind of headphones do you use?: My iPhone ones.
  16. What musical artists have you seen perform live?: Tons of rappers.
  17. Does virginity matter to you?: In what context? Does it matter to someone I care about? If so, then yes. Is it something I worry about or require? No. 
  18. What gaming consoles do you or your family own?: xBox's.
  19. What pets do you have? What are their names?: Cats!! Luna & Harvey.
  20. What’s the best job you’ve ever had?: I love acting, and love still doing that. But it's wonderful to be in a position now to help others on the behind the scenes side as well. Be able to write scripts, choose scripts, act in them and hire crews of actors and crew alike that have never been given a chance. That is my passion. I love making dreams come true.
  21. What’s the worst job you’ve ever had?: Anytime I'm not doing what I love is the worst.
  22. What magazines do you read, if any?: None! It's horrible for self esteem.
  23. Inspiration behind your URL?: My name.
  24. Inspiration behind your blog title?: My name.
  25. Favourite item of clothing?: Hoodie & sweats.
  26. Are you friends with any exes?: Nope!
  27. Name at least one book you loved as a child: Goodnight Moon.
  28. What’s your native language? If that language has distinct regional variations, which variation? (eg. AU English, US English): English.
  29. What email service do you use?: All of them, LOL.
  30. Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in?: Yep!
  31. What’s your favourite number, and why?: 26. It's my lucky number, the number for some spirit guides & Kyles lucky # too.
  32. Earliest moment in your life you can remember?: You don't wanna know.
  33. What did you have for dinner yesterday?: Spaghetti. 
  34. How often do you brush your teeth?: 2-4 times a day, depending,
  35. What’s your favourite candy/chocolate?: Totally depends on my mood.
  36. Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently?: Nope.
  37. If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat?: I'd go order take out from a Coney Island.
  38. What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of?: Buffyverse!
  39. If you could study anything, what would it be?: Ancient Egypt.
  40. Do you use anything on your lips? (eg. Chapstick, gloss, balm, lipstick): Chapstick and lipgloss.
  41. How would you describe your sense of humour?: Scarcastic, and goofy. Sometimes gross and vulgar.
  42. What things annoy you more than anything else?: ...Oh, there's a lot...
  43. What kind of position are you in at the moment?: Laying down with my cats.
  44. Do you wear much jewellery?: Not usually, no. I wear lots of bracelets sometimes.
  45. Who is the leader of your country, currently? Any other levels of government with leaders? (State, region, province, county, district, municipality, etc): Obama is president... That's all I got, folks!
  46. Last 3 blogs on your dashboard, not including any of your own: Good Men Project, Flurt & some paranormal one.
  47. What do you carry your money in?: My boobs. *wink wink*
  48. Do you enjoy driving? Why or why not?: Yes! I love it! It's peaceful, and fun.
  49. Longest drive you have ever been on?: When I moved from MI to CA.
  50. Furthest away from home you have ever been?: California.
  51. How many times have you moved house?: Tons. At least 8.
  52. What is on the floor of the room you’re currently in, not including furniture?: Clothes.
  53. How many devices do you own which can access the internet?: 4.
  54. Is there is anything that is guaranteed to always make you happy?: Yes. Yourself, and your thinking. 10% of your happiness is life around you, 90% is what you make of it.
  55. Is there anything that always makes you sad?: Hurt animals.
  56. What programs do you currently have open?: Just this.
  57. What do you associate the colour red with?: Lingerie. I love lingerie... & the color red.
  58. Last strong smell you can remember smelling?: My cats poop.
  59. Last healthy thing you ate?: Salad.
  60. Do you drink tea or coffee, and how much per day?: Both. Couple cups of coffee, depending. One cup of tea. Depending. 
  61. What do you associate the colour blue with?: Sky.
  62. How long is the closest ruler you can find?: ....I don't own a ruler...
  63. What colour pants/skirt/etc are you currently wearing?: Grey.
  64. When was the last time you drank water?: Now.
  65. How often do you clear your browser history?: Never.
  66. Do you believe nude photos can be artistic, rather than erotic?: Eh, depends.
  67. Ever written fanfiction for anything?: Fuck yes I have!
  68. Last formal event you attended: Movie premiere.
  69. If you had to move your birthday to another date, which one would you choose and why?: August 6th... Me and Mama Lucy... 
  70. Would you prefer to be at a beach or in the countryside?: Countryside.
  71. Roughly how many people live in your town?: I don't fucking know.
  72. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?: Yep!
  73. Favorite place to shop? Can be a certain store or a place where there are multiple stores: Any vintage/antique stores.
  74. Do you have a smartphone? What kind? If you don’t, do you want one?: Yep! I've got two! Personal and business. iPhones.
  75. What is your least favourite colour, and why?: Eh, black? Just boring.
  76. How do you spell grey/gray?: Grey.
  77. Go to your dashboard and describe the image shown in the radar section (below the “Find blogs” link): What?
  78. What difference is there between how many followers you have, and the number of blogs you follow?: ...I think these are tumblr questions...
  79. How many posts do you have?: No clue.
  80. How many posts have you liked?: See above.
  81. Do you post mainly reblogs, or your own content?: Own content.
  82. Do you track any tags?: Nope!
  83. What time is it currently?: 5:55pm. ANGEL NUMBERS!!
  84. Is there anything you should be doing right now?: I got my business done first, so, nope! 
XO!

Do you/Have you/Are you...

1. Do you have any regrets?: I'd like to say no, but yes. A few. I've learned from them all, tho.

2. Do you have a deep, dark secret?: Nope. I'm a pretty transparent, "Tell all my secrets." Kinda person.

3. Have you ever hurt someone?: I'm sure I have, yes.

4. Have you ever self-harmed?: Yep. 10+ years.

5. How would you like to be remembered?: As someone who is as legendary as Lucille Ball & Marilyn Monroe, but gave and contributed to lives like Oprah,

6. Who are the three most important people in your life?: They're all dead. Wow, that sounds horrifying... But it's true. My Mom's alive tho!

7. Was there one event that changed your life and the way you think?: Absolutely. Kyles suicide.

8. Would you sacrifice everything for love?: Yep.

9. Are you afraid of dying?: Nope.

10. Have you ever been abused?: Yep.

11. Have you ever been in love?: Nope.

12. Are you happy with who you are?: 97%, yeah.

13. Would you ever give up your life to save someone else’s?: Absolutely.

14. Have you changed at all in the last year?: I'd like to think I'm continuously changing for the better. So, yes.

15. Would you ever settle for someone you didn’t feel was “the one”?: Nope! Never. 

16. Is there someone you can tell everything to without fear of judgment?: Kyle, but he's gone. 

17. Are you pursuing your dreams?: I sure am.

18. Do actions speak louder than words?: They most certainly do.

19. Is there something you would never do?: Lots of something's.

20. What makes you uncomfortable?: Other people who are uncomfortable.